Profile
21
Nanyang Technological University
DOB: 051188
Trying to be a Godly Man
Archives
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
July 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
November 2009
Links
eugenie
Zhao qi
christine
COGS bLOG!!
05S21
Daesiree
charis
Stupid&silly
Timothy
Sharmiela
MArie
Sook Leng
Xiao En
Tagboard
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eyes.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?
On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize, people need the Lord?
We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What could be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who's lost?
Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
~Steve Green
Today during Sunday school we sand this song, and it is very meaningful. Many times many people pass us by, we know they need the Lord although they refuse to accept him, and sometimes, we just give up, forget about telling them about God, and forget telling them especially through our actions.
As i was singing i was running across my mind those who i have met everyday, and I know they need Him, everybody needs Him. Even I need him, after being a christian for 4 years, I still far from where Jesus is. Still so many things to learn from Jesus.
We can run away, shy away, ignore the fact, shut our eyes, turn our heads away. But nothing can make us deny that.. we need the Lord.
I can see it in their eyes.
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where?
On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize, people need the Lord?
We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong seems right.
What could be too great a cost
For sharing Life with one who's lost?
Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear.
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door.
People need the Lord, people need the Lord.
When will we realize that we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
~Steve Green
Today during Sunday school we sand this song, and it is very meaningful. Many times many people pass us by, we know they need the Lord although they refuse to accept him, and sometimes, we just give up, forget about telling them about God, and forget telling them especially through our actions.
As i was singing i was running across my mind those who i have met everyday, and I know they need Him, everybody needs Him. Even I need him, after being a christian for 4 years, I still far from where Jesus is. Still so many things to learn from Jesus.
We can run away, shy away, ignore the fact, shut our eyes, turn our heads away. But nothing can make us deny that.. we need the Lord.
Stupid at 7:24 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
Happy 21St to me..
today is my 21st birthday and it marks my life as the beginning of adulthood.
And the same question ponders my mind every single birthday, did i become a better man than last year?
My 21st birthday wish was to become a Godly man, a man who fears God, loves God, loves man.
I'm far from my target. way far, so many things to work on and stuff, and its really intangible, hard to count. Really pray that I may have a transformation in my life.
Many times, i think of the things I had, has or have been doing, I though : 'hey i could have done it in another better way' but most of the time i didn't. And in the end missed the opportunity to live as a proper christian.
It marks the start of manhood, I hope i can grow up to be the real man, a man like Jesus.Blameless and upright.
That would be my wish above all.
Secondly i wish for wisdom, Really want to be smart in tackling things sometimes, and even in academics, knowing how to juggle my messy life properly.
Wisdom and godliness. I pray that God answers my prayers..
today is my 21st birthday and it marks my life as the beginning of adulthood.
And the same question ponders my mind every single birthday, did i become a better man than last year?
My 21st birthday wish was to become a Godly man, a man who fears God, loves God, loves man.
I'm far from my target. way far, so many things to work on and stuff, and its really intangible, hard to count. Really pray that I may have a transformation in my life.
Many times, i think of the things I had, has or have been doing, I though : 'hey i could have done it in another better way' but most of the time i didn't. And in the end missed the opportunity to live as a proper christian.
It marks the start of manhood, I hope i can grow up to be the real man, a man like Jesus.Blameless and upright.
That would be my wish above all.
Secondly i wish for wisdom, Really want to be smart in tackling things sometimes, and even in academics, knowing how to juggle my messy life properly.
Wisdom and godliness. I pray that God answers my prayers..
Stupid at 12:41 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Its been a long time since i've blogged..
Yesterday I had my 21st birthday party and I really thank God for it, get to see all my friends, they came and really showered their love and care for me. Really felt grateful and thankful.
However today, right now, i feel very emo now..
Remembering that I have to get to school on monday..
Then also all my grades aren't really high flying, failed maths quiz, programming just passed, and my phy i spending half the time reading the text book and still dun get the concept.. Felt so helpless and crying doesn't help..
To make things worse, i think i am a terrible boyfren, didnt even really make my girl happy today, in fact, harmed her quite a few times unintentionally, only can slap myself and say that i am stupid stupid,
and yup im ballooning, growing into a fat bub. Wens is slimming down which give him more opportunity to suan me and stuff.. I give up le, being fat cause me to be more stupid, foolish and being idiotic. Sigh.. have no idea what am i turning into as i enter adult hood.
Gotta pray more and ask God whats wrong with my life.. I think my prayer life is really unhealthy, and my relationship check up have been procrastinating.. Argh..
Feel so many things to dom and can never complete one. sick and sian, just want to end everything once and for all..
hope i have a better post next time.
Yesterday I had my 21st birthday party and I really thank God for it, get to see all my friends, they came and really showered their love and care for me. Really felt grateful and thankful.
However today, right now, i feel very emo now..
Remembering that I have to get to school on monday..
Then also all my grades aren't really high flying, failed maths quiz, programming just passed, and my phy i spending half the time reading the text book and still dun get the concept.. Felt so helpless and crying doesn't help..
To make things worse, i think i am a terrible boyfren, didnt even really make my girl happy today, in fact, harmed her quite a few times unintentionally, only can slap myself and say that i am stupid stupid,
and yup im ballooning, growing into a fat bub. Wens is slimming down which give him more opportunity to suan me and stuff.. I give up le, being fat cause me to be more stupid, foolish and being idiotic. Sigh.. have no idea what am i turning into as i enter adult hood.
Gotta pray more and ask God whats wrong with my life.. I think my prayer life is really unhealthy, and my relationship check up have been procrastinating.. Argh..
Feel so many things to dom and can never complete one. sick and sian, just want to end everything once and for all..
hope i have a better post next time.
Stupid at 11:20 PM
Thursday, August 06, 2009
What I'm feeling inside?
A hinge of Jealousy
A fear of uncertainty
An avarice of getting ahead.
Facing some insecurities issue when school starts.. Lord help me..
A hinge of Jealousy
A fear of uncertainty
An avarice of getting ahead.
Facing some insecurities issue when school starts.. Lord help me..
Stupid at 10:23 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
Just came back from NTU Campus Crusade FOC..
There is just too many things to thank God for, all the amazing testimonies, all the wonderful things I have learnt, all the eye openers, all the fun we have in my team C4C!!!
Think it is clear which CCA I am joining already..
Ultimately, what I have learn from this camp is to be Still, to trust Him in ALL things and also not to wait ( slack in that matter) in building ourselves and getting others ready for God's Kingdom, because He may come back anytime, maybe 5 sec later after u read this full stop.
There is just too many things to thank God for, all the amazing testimonies, all the wonderful things I have learnt, all the eye openers, all the fun we have in my team C4C!!!
Think it is clear which CCA I am joining already..
Ultimately, what I have learn from this camp is to be Still, to trust Him in ALL things and also not to wait ( slack in that matter) in building ourselves and getting others ready for God's Kingdom, because He may come back anytime, maybe 5 sec later after u read this full stop.
Stupid at 7:43 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Dear God,
I know I have not been the best christian, and sometimes have not even go near to you.
Lord, but now I can't do anything, I cannot do anything, I can't change anything, But you can.
Lord, may your love and faith, give us strength to go through this, Lord, please bring an end to this situation. We are lost, we are tired, and our hope runs thin. Lord. May your will be done.. I trust in you.
I know I have not been the best christian, and sometimes have not even go near to you.
Lord, but now I can't do anything, I cannot do anything, I can't change anything, But you can.
Lord, may your love and faith, give us strength to go through this, Lord, please bring an end to this situation. We are lost, we are tired, and our hope runs thin. Lord. May your will be done.. I trust in you.
Stupid at 8:14 PM
Sunday, July 05, 2009
A psalm of Roger
Woe to me,
How great the kingdom of Heaven I could not see.
How far I am from entering the Gates of Heaven.
Woe to us,
How many of us can see the path?
How many of us will be saved on the last days?
If we start repenting today, do we ever stand a chance?
Will we ever have the strength to follow Him? Our Rabbi?
Woe to the world,
where they couldn't see how small they are.
They pursue the wrong things and guide us the wrong path.
And they are oblivious about what's coming.
Let us pray
that we may have the strength to repent
To die and rise again.
To be the candle on the top of the hill
To shine the light for many
To be saved in the last days..
Woe to me,
How great the kingdom of Heaven I could not see.
How far I am from entering the Gates of Heaven.
Woe to us,
How many of us can see the path?
How many of us will be saved on the last days?
If we start repenting today, do we ever stand a chance?
Will we ever have the strength to follow Him? Our Rabbi?
Woe to the world,
where they couldn't see how small they are.
They pursue the wrong things and guide us the wrong path.
And they are oblivious about what's coming.
Let us pray
that we may have the strength to repent
To die and rise again.
To be the candle on the top of the hill
To shine the light for many
To be saved in the last days..
Stupid at 8:06 PM